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Estudiante mexicana de Física. 19 años. Daydreamer profesional. Quiero poner mi granito de arena y hacer de este mundo un lugar mejor.

Saturday, May 7, 2011

If I Ever Feel Better

They say an end can be a start

Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive
It's like a bad day that never ends
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that

There are things in my life that I can't control
They say love ain't nothing but a sore
I don't even know what love is
Too many tears have had to fall
Don't you know I'm so tired of it all
I have known terror dizzy spells
Finding out the secrets words won't tell

Whatever it is it can't be named
There's a part of my world that's fading away
You know I don't want to be clever
To be brilliant or superior
True like ice, true like fire

Now I know that a breeze can blow me away
Now I know there's much more dignity
In defeat than in the brightest victory
I'm losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...

if I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

Hang on to the good days
I can lean on my friends
They help me going through hard times
But I'm feeding the enemy
I'm in league with the foe
Blame me for what's happening
I can't try, I can't try, I can't try...

No one knows the hard times I went through
If happiness came I miss the call
The stormy days ain't over
I've tried and lost know I think that I pay the cost
Now I've watched all my castles fall
They were made of dust, after all
someday all this mess will make me laugh
I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait...

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over i'll let you know

It's like somebody took my place
I ain't even playing my own game
The rules have changed well I didn't know
There are things in my life I can't control
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There's a part of my life that will go away

Dark is the night, cold is the ground
In the circular solitude of my heart
As one who strives a hill to climb
I am sure I'll come through I don't know how
-Phoenix

3 comments:

  1. me gusta! el ritmo es pegadizo! aparte la cantan super rapido! por cierto a mi me encanta la cancion Nobody's Perfect de Jessie J, escuchala! a mi me encanta!

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  2. Aaww, nunca la había escuchado... Mirá todo lo que yo habría puesto en negrita (siempre relacionado a las cosas por las que yo estoy pasando, nada que ver con el amor y cosas así):


    It's like a bad day that never ends
    I feel the chaos around me

    There are things in my life that I can't control
    Too many tears have had to fall
    Don't you know I'm so tired of it all

    Whatever it is it can't be named
    There's a part of my world that's fading away

    Now I know that a breeze can blow me away
    I'm losing my balance on the tight rope

    I can't try, I can't try, I can't try...

    No one knows the hard times I went through
    If happiness came I miss the call
    The stormy days ain't over
    I've tried and lost know I think that I pay the cost
    Now I've watched all my castles fall
    They were made of dust, after all
    someday all this mess will make me laugh (<-- i hope so...)
    I can't wait, I can't wait, I can't wait...

    Dark is the night, cold is the ground
    In the circular solitude of my heart
    As one who strives a hill to climb
    I am sure I'll come through I don't know how




    Y esto NO lo habría puesto en negrita:

    Hang on to the good days
    I can lean on my friends
    They help me going through hard times


    Porque, justo ahora, no siento que tenga días buenos ni amigos verdaderos en persona (sólo una).




    Gracias por tu comentario de ayer, Izzie :) lo siento si mi blog está demasiado depresivo o algo parecido, es sólo que de verdad la estoy pasando mal... Lo peor de todo es que no lo transmito completamente en mi blog, ni te imaginarás entonces cómo estoy de verdad. No lo transmito todo porque me estresa que me queje tanto y además no quiero contagiar a nadie de tantas cosas depresivas. De todas formas creo que ahora sí empezaré a hacerlo, porque parece ser el único lugar donde me puedo desahogar completamente, así que empezaré a hacerlo en serio. Y en este momento sí me siento una decepción, pero gracias por decir que no lo soy. ¿Qué pasó? Me da vergüenza porque es ridículo, pero lo que pasó es que comí demasiado. Quizás no demasiado a comparación de lo que debería comer a diario, lo admito, pero demasiado a como tengo mi realidad ahorita. Dammnnnnnn no te imaginás cómo me está matando la culpa, es patético. Estos días han sido algo así, pero ayer fue simplemente un récord de asquerosidad de mi parte. Gracias por preguntar :) te quiero muuuuuuuuuuuchooooooooooooo! :)

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